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Friday, March 11, 2005
Aiight. I'm so glad to be here. Finally being able to update, and to think thhat the next update will probably come eons later. Am not listening to anything pleasant (or of my choice), am listening to the endless ramblings of my instructor and fellow people in room.
I hear you asking, "why?". Well, Yours Truly has been banned from using the computer. Ugh!! So you must be wondering why the hell I'm able to update. Well, just in case you think badly of me, don't worry, this is perfectly legal. Am in school now, and am permitted to use the computer for leisure. Yay.
Anyhow, since this is my 'swan-blog', I shall attempt to keep you folks entertained while this lasts. Hmm.. Okay, this probably isn't gonna be VERY interesting to you, but I feel obliged to let you know. I got a VG for my English Compostition!! Have got the highest grade in class. Yay me. Script was filled with scribbling but thank goodness the teacher could decipher all that. Oh well, enough about grades.
I realised I haven't exactly stated why I've been banned from my dah-ling PC. I swear.. I feel like a mother being separated from her baby!!! *sobs* How cruel can one be? I wonder what I'm gonna do, now that my favourite (and probably only) form of entertainment has been taken away from me. *weeps* Maybe I can turn to reading. But that'll kill me. Don't get me wrong, I love to read. But too much of a good thing will be bad for me. Ugh.
I've been drifting. I still haven't told you WHY I can't go online anytime I want to. Bear with me, it has come to my attention that this particular update is bloody long, but it's a must since I won't be updating too soon. Mmm.. anyway, I haven't been doing very well in school, my grades have been real shitty and my folks are getting worried. That's why they made the fatal decision to cut me off from all civilisation so I can "focus" and "concentrate" better when I'm doing my revision. Ah, I can't blame them. It's true that my grades have been real bad (but that's the norm) and maybe I'm worried too. I just don't make a big fuss about it because I know that'll they'll do something about for me. And of course they did. Call me lazy or happy-go-lucky but it's just me. Well, I may not like their methods but I'm grateful that they even bother to poke their noses into my business. Thanks folks!!
Ah, all that pressure. I failed 3 out of 8 subjects this term. It's just crazy. I managed to pass my Chinese though. Yay. I guess my languages are the only ones that I can be consistent with. I can't guarantee the same for the rest. I really need to study more. A LOT more. Much much more. I need to pay more attention too. But most of all, I need to stop procrastinating. I think that's my worst habit. Yep, and it needs to change!
Um, I do admit it was a tad hard for me to accept their terms. But I can't exactly change things, so I might as well be more positive and take it in my stride. It was after all, my bad too. Mostly my bad. Not theirs. So i gotta pay. My motto for school is this: short term sacrifice, long term gain. I'll get used to this dull and plain life of mine. Such a contrast from several weeks ago. Lmao.
Sigh.. Other than that, everything else has been just fine. I just wish I could get this over and done with, and yet at the same time, I wish I could go back to the day I stepped into this school and redo everything. I'd pay more attention, study a bit harder (note the 'a bit') and probably even do better. But there ain't no second chance in life,and all I've got now is 7 months left. I have to make good use of that, or else I'll really regret it.
Ho-hum. I think I've said all that there is to say. Oh, wait. Here's a totally irrelevant piece of information that cracks me up. Me, probably not you. I was given an assignment to do at home the last few days. An argumentative essay. I did it last night, but i happened to be having a wicked headache and argumentative's aren't quite my favourite, so I did a really cheeky thing. I wrote a casual essay instead! Ah, I wonder whether my teacher'll fall of her chair. I hope she does, actually. 'Cause I used a sarcastic tone and added bits of humour in it. Wonder if she appreciates it? Pish posh, who cares? I've done so many argumentatives so I don't realy care for this one. Lmao.
*yawns* That was really long. I gotta go now. If I carry on any further, you'll be dozing off in front of your PC. Fingers crossed that I can blog soon!! XD
Love you all.
I hear you asking, "why?". Well, Yours Truly has been banned from using the computer. Ugh!! So you must be wondering why the hell I'm able to update. Well, just in case you think badly of me, don't worry, this is perfectly legal. Am in school now, and am permitted to use the computer for leisure. Yay.
Anyhow, since this is my 'swan-blog', I shall attempt to keep you folks entertained while this lasts. Hmm.. Okay, this probably isn't gonna be VERY interesting to you, but I feel obliged to let you know. I got a VG for my English Compostition!! Have got the highest grade in class. Yay me. Script was filled with scribbling but thank goodness the teacher could decipher all that. Oh well, enough about grades.
I realised I haven't exactly stated why I've been banned from my dah-ling PC. I swear.. I feel like a mother being separated from her baby!!! *sobs* How cruel can one be? I wonder what I'm gonna do, now that my favourite (and probably only) form of entertainment has been taken away from me. *weeps* Maybe I can turn to reading. But that'll kill me. Don't get me wrong, I love to read. But too much of a good thing will be bad for me. Ugh.
I've been drifting. I still haven't told you WHY I can't go online anytime I want to. Bear with me, it has come to my attention that this particular update is bloody long, but it's a must since I won't be updating too soon. Mmm.. anyway, I haven't been doing very well in school, my grades have been real shitty and my folks are getting worried. That's why they made the fatal decision to cut me off from all civilisation so I can "focus" and "concentrate" better when I'm doing my revision. Ah, I can't blame them. It's true that my grades have been real bad (but that's the norm) and maybe I'm worried too. I just don't make a big fuss about it because I know that'll they'll do something about for me. And of course they did. Call me lazy or happy-go-lucky but it's just me. Well, I may not like their methods but I'm grateful that they even bother to poke their noses into my business. Thanks folks!!
Ah, all that pressure. I failed 3 out of 8 subjects this term. It's just crazy. I managed to pass my Chinese though. Yay. I guess my languages are the only ones that I can be consistent with. I can't guarantee the same for the rest. I really need to study more. A LOT more. Much much more. I need to pay more attention too. But most of all, I need to stop procrastinating. I think that's my worst habit. Yep, and it needs to change!
Um, I do admit it was a tad hard for me to accept their terms. But I can't exactly change things, so I might as well be more positive and take it in my stride. It was after all, my bad too. Mostly my bad. Not theirs. So i gotta pay. My motto for school is this: short term sacrifice, long term gain. I'll get used to this dull and plain life of mine. Such a contrast from several weeks ago. Lmao.
Sigh.. Other than that, everything else has been just fine. I just wish I could get this over and done with, and yet at the same time, I wish I could go back to the day I stepped into this school and redo everything. I'd pay more attention, study a bit harder (note the 'a bit') and probably even do better. But there ain't no second chance in life,and all I've got now is 7 months left. I have to make good use of that, or else I'll really regret it.
Ho-hum. I think I've said all that there is to say. Oh, wait. Here's a totally irrelevant piece of information that cracks me up. Me, probably not you. I was given an assignment to do at home the last few days. An argumentative essay. I did it last night, but i happened to be having a wicked headache and argumentative's aren't quite my favourite, so I did a really cheeky thing. I wrote a casual essay instead! Ah, I wonder whether my teacher'll fall of her chair. I hope she does, actually. 'Cause I used a sarcastic tone and added bits of humour in it. Wonder if she appreciates it? Pish posh, who cares? I've done so many argumentatives so I don't realy care for this one. Lmao.
*yawns* That was really long. I gotta go now. If I carry on any further, you'll be dozing off in front of your PC. Fingers crossed that I can blog soon!! XD
Love you all.
Sunday, March 06, 2005
Aiight, I'm updating for the sake of my dah-ling Hong Hui Ping. Am listening to The Knack's My Sharona. Love the bass, love the guitar's solo rift. Absolutely fantastic stuff.
Cut my hair. My sis said my hair's like lalang. Hui Ping said I looked like a fag. Whatever, she has alot to say. Lmao.
Oh, before I forget, WE WON DEBATE!!! Yeah! It was really pretty cool. A great experience. I would've loved it whether or not we won. I guess it's just a blessing and a bonus that we did. So.. yeah. Shagun was being such a prissy though. I swear her head could've exploded when we were announced as the winning team. Lol.
Hmm.. Anyway, I'm actually mopping the floor now. Supposed to be doing the housework. But it's quite a fuss. I don't quite enjoy it. That's why I'm blogging at the same time. How's that possible? Well, you gotta be able to multi-task. That's all. XD
Aahh.. I still have my homework. Ack. Don't feel like doing it but don't feel like copying good ole Apple Ass's assignments either. Gotta be self-reliant. Lmao. All that propaganda.
Been rather addicted to Tickle tests lately. Can't quite stop finding out more about myself. Heh. I do so recommend it to folks who are really bored. It's quite a pleasant change from school and work. Yep yep.
Anyhow, had better get back to my mopping before my mother finds out. Lol. She'd kill me if she saw me on the PC. Yup. No doubt. So.. tata.
Cut my hair. My sis said my hair's like lalang. Hui Ping said I looked like a fag. Whatever, she has alot to say. Lmao.
Oh, before I forget, WE WON DEBATE!!! Yeah! It was really pretty cool. A great experience. I would've loved it whether or not we won. I guess it's just a blessing and a bonus that we did. So.. yeah. Shagun was being such a prissy though. I swear her head could've exploded when we were announced as the winning team. Lol.
Hmm.. Anyway, I'm actually mopping the floor now. Supposed to be doing the housework. But it's quite a fuss. I don't quite enjoy it. That's why I'm blogging at the same time. How's that possible? Well, you gotta be able to multi-task. That's all. XD
Aahh.. I still have my homework. Ack. Don't feel like doing it but don't feel like copying good ole Apple Ass's assignments either. Gotta be self-reliant. Lmao. All that propaganda.
Been rather addicted to Tickle tests lately. Can't quite stop finding out more about myself. Heh. I do so recommend it to folks who are really bored. It's quite a pleasant change from school and work. Yep yep.
Anyhow, had better get back to my mopping before my mother finds out. Lol. She'd kill me if she saw me on the PC. Yup. No doubt. So.. tata.
Monday, February 28, 2005
Okay, as usual.. Am bored. Am currently listening to Blink 182's Feeling This. Yawn. Dead tired. Fell asleep (with my eyes open) in class a couple of times today. Even started snoring. Thank goodness am sitting at the back, less obvious to prowling teachers.
Got caught for attire today. Not good. But I don't really care. First time getting caught, thus still don't really care. However, my DAH-LING belt no longer has the freedom of movement. Dern it. Discipline mistress with tattoo on ankle presonally re-sewed it on for follow offenders during recess. Now my attire's truly been defaced - there's a 5-inch long rectangular stitch on my back now. Rawr. Rather conspicuous too, since they decided to use a black thread on a green uniform.
Maybe I'll rip it off. Soon.
Finally fired my A Math tutor. Like, finally!! Not that I can't stand him, he's just quite boring. I feel like sleeping every single lesson. But what's new? I'm such a pig. Anyhow, got a new tutor. Will be teaching me Physics and A Math. Heard he's pretty good. Have got high hopes for my grades.
Am falling asleep while typing. Zzzz.. Will definitely be getting eyebags.
'Tis a late night to be having a serious heavy conversation with best friend, but is inevitable with school during the day. Sighh. Do not like direction that conversation is heading. Overcast skies expected.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......
Shall really go sleep now. Must stop procrastinating. (About sleeping, hur hur.)
Got caught for attire today. Not good. But I don't really care. First time getting caught, thus still don't really care. However, my DAH-LING belt no longer has the freedom of movement. Dern it. Discipline mistress with tattoo on ankle presonally re-sewed it on for follow offenders during recess. Now my attire's truly been defaced - there's a 5-inch long rectangular stitch on my back now. Rawr. Rather conspicuous too, since they decided to use a black thread on a green uniform.
Maybe I'll rip it off. Soon.
Finally fired my A Math tutor. Like, finally!! Not that I can't stand him, he's just quite boring. I feel like sleeping every single lesson. But what's new? I'm such a pig. Anyhow, got a new tutor. Will be teaching me Physics and A Math. Heard he's pretty good. Have got high hopes for my grades.
Am falling asleep while typing. Zzzz.. Will definitely be getting eyebags.
'Tis a late night to be having a serious heavy conversation with best friend, but is inevitable with school during the day. Sighh. Do not like direction that conversation is heading. Overcast skies expected.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......
Shall really go sleep now. Must stop procrastinating. (About sleeping, hur hur.)
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Okayy. First off, I'm still anti-blog. I've never been into monogamy, so I think I've got a couple of blogs under my name. Hee. Whatever.
I'm bloody bored. Am listening to my Mp3s. Electrico's on now. Shall skip. Aiight. I love this one. It's the radio edit of Wonderful by Everclear. Meaningful lyrics.
Hmm.. I think the reason why I'm actually keeping a blog is to post some of my poems online. I guess it's just an outlet. Also in case I go overseas or whatever, then my friends can have a rough update.
I'm thinking too far eh?
Anyway, went to church today. Am not very devout. Sighh.. Will try harder. Then went for lunch with folks and sis. Can't remember what i ate. Oh, chicken and a tatter salad. Stumbled upon some really funky Reebok Classics. Dilemma: Converse (grunge) or Reeboks (not punk) or Pumas (even less punk)? Dammit.
Am a spendthrift. No good.
Passed my A Math. VG.
Passed my Chinese. VVG.
Am starting to sound like Bridget Jones. Lmao.
Shall jump into bed now. Got school tomorrow. No good.
I'm bloody bored. Am listening to my Mp3s. Electrico's on now. Shall skip. Aiight. I love this one. It's the radio edit of Wonderful by Everclear. Meaningful lyrics.
Hmm.. I think the reason why I'm actually keeping a blog is to post some of my poems online. I guess it's just an outlet. Also in case I go overseas or whatever, then my friends can have a rough update.
I'm thinking too far eh?
Anyway, went to church today. Am not very devout. Sighh.. Will try harder. Then went for lunch with folks and sis. Can't remember what i ate. Oh, chicken and a tatter salad. Stumbled upon some really funky Reebok Classics. Dilemma: Converse (grunge) or Reeboks (not punk) or Pumas (even less punk)? Dammit.
Am a spendthrift. No good.
Passed my A Math. VG.
Passed my Chinese. VVG.
Am starting to sound like Bridget Jones. Lmao.
Shall jump into bed now. Got school tomorrow. No good.